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last nite is da most worst of all da nite…

sumpahh.

gw gag ngertii, knapa gw bisaa seancuur ituu.

knp gw gag secontrol ituu.

paraahh.

sumpahh.

untung gw msh bs jaga 1 prinsip gw. virginitas.

knp suatu hal yang gw anggap paling prinsipiil mlah mnjadi hal yang lumrahh bgd ma orang2 skarang.

hmmfht.

gw gag ngerti sbnrnya apaa yg dy mau. sekarang, emng cm dia yg dkt ma gw. gw emng goblok x yaa.

klo smua orang gencar2nya dekat sana-sini, klo gw gag bs, Man!

gw klo uda dkt ma atuu orang, yaa cm dia ajaa.

seandainya pun skrng ini ada yg dktin gw, yaa gw akn berusaha ngejaga jarak ma org tsb.

gw gag mw, orng yg gy dkt ma gw, jdi ngerasa tersinggung atw jelous hnya karna gw kliatan ma dy gy dideketin ma co lain. gw gag mw.

gw ngertii bgd rasanya.

datz why gw gag mw nyakitin co yg gy deket ma gw dgn cara seperti ituu.

tapii, knapa gag setimpal c sm apaa yg udaa gw lakuin??

gw uda berusaha untuk stay away klo ada co yg dktin gw atwpun mw menyentuh gw…tp apaa??

td mlm, didepan gw, dy seenaknya ajaa flirting ce yang dibawa ma tmn gw sendiri!!!

hmmfht.

sumpaah.

sakiit bangeed rasanya.

i kno i’m not beautiful like her, but i’m beautiful like me.

gw jg nyadar kok, scara fisik gw emng jauu bgd maa tuu cewekk.

dy emng cantikk bangedd.

putih, bersihh, akkh pokonya cantikk bangedlahh.

gw jg tw kok, klo lw ituu sukaa sm dy!!!

gag usaa boong d.

gw tw kok. gw bs baca dr mata lw ituu.

slama ini, qt emng dkt. tp slama ini, dr awal qt knal, gw emng gag tw…

apaa lw gy dkt maa orng atw gag.

apaa lw daa pny istri atw gag or even tunanganlahh stidaknyaa.

apaa lw udaa pny pcr atw gag.

atw apalahh ituu.

gw nyadar kok, gw tiba2 hadir dikehidupan lw. dan bgtupun sbaliknya.

dan gw bnr gag tw, ky gmn sbnrnya.

pleasee. berhenti untuk menyakiti gw.

gw uda cukup lelah.

gw uda cukup sakiit.

gw uda gag kuat lagi.

klo harus terus disakitin kaya gini teruss.

knp ktika gw udaa nemuin seseorang, org tsb gag prnh bnr2 serius ma gw??

knp??

mngkin hanya Tuhan yang tw.

apa gw sehina ituu??

entahlahh.

tadi malam, bnr2 jadii mlm yang paling hancuur.

gw bnr2 ancuur ngeliat ituu smua. sakiit banged rasanyaa.

dan entahh knp, gw jd gag tercontrol dan malahh hancurr sepertii ituu.

gw bnr2 gag sadaarr.

gw bnr2 ancuur.

tiap malam, gw cukupp sakiit ktika lw harus nemenin tamu2 yg pengen ditemenin ma lw. baik co atwpun ce.

gw cukupp lelah ktika gw haruss nunggu lw selesai nemenin mreka.

“sebentarr yaa..”

itu.itu.itu. dan hanyaa ituu yang slalu lw blg ke gw. sbentar.

tiap kalii gw mw marah dan kesel karna terlalu lama, gw slalu ngehibur dirii gw sndiri klo lw bakal datang sbntar lagii. gw gag pengen ktika lw slesei dan balikk ke tempat gw yang tadii, gw udaa gag ada, dan ituu aartinya gw hrs ngelewatin waktu bersama elo.

gw gag mw.

gw slalu menikmati detik2 kebersamaan kita.

gw slalu senang ktika lw ada disamping gw, even i’m mad.

dan gw akn sanagt teramat kesel, keetika penantian gw gag berujung.

tadi, slese gw kerja, gw langsung online. ketika gw slse online, gw sneng bgd ktika di hp gw ada misscall dari lw.

sumpahh gw seneng bgd. karna jujur sharian gw emng nunggu lw buat ngehubungin gw.

tanpa pikir panjang, langsung gw telv.

tapi pas gw tanya ada apa nelv gw, gw sedikit kcewa dengan jawaban lw.

sepertti biasa, lw cm ngehubungin gw, klo lw ada perlu aja.

(hal yang sama yang biasa gw lakuin ketika gw menyikapi orang yang gag terlalu gw suka, krna gw lagi deket sm yang lain)

“tempat sticker”???

i see.

jadii lw ngehubungin gw cuma pengen nanyain tempat sticker yang baguss dmn??

hmmmft.

datz gud.

mungkin gw bs lw jadiin pusat informasii dehh. atw mungkin tour guide lw ajaa kalii yaa slama lw di balii??

hmmmfht.

sumpahh. sakiit.

gw gag nyangka lw gag tw seancur apa gw td malam. u even didnt kno.

yaaa iaghlahh lw gag tw, scaraaa gethoo lohh lw masii asikk sm tuu cewekk.

padahal smua yang terjadi td mlam sm gw, smua ituu gara2 lw!

gara2 lw! WTF.

dan gw dengan gobloknya mencurahkan smuanya sm minuman!!

DAMN, DHiit!!

gw maluuu bwt dateeng lg ksna. gw nyeseel bgd mempermalukan diri gw sprti ituu. gw maluu banget.

goblokk banged.

cm karena lw.

mungkin td mlm rasa sakiit gw udaa smpai bts maksimum x yaa. smpai gw bnr2 streeessss.bgd.

hmmmfht.

gw jg tw kok, wktu ungu mulai main, tb2 lw menghilang gtuu aja.

gw tw kok.

lw blg ktnya muter2 aja. gag mungkinn!

klo emng lw cm muter2 ajaa drtdi, ngapain lw stay di t4 tuu ce???

asikk yaa??

hmmmfht.

mngkin klo lw blg, gw terlalu negativ thingkin muluu yahh??

iaghkaan???

klo emng gw salahh, pleasee, tolooong bangeed.

bantuu gw agar gw gag sepertii itu lagii.

pleaseee.

That original feeling never went away

That’s why I’m standing here today.

Whoa Whoa

So many up and downs

And nothing has changed

That’s why you know I’m here to stay.

Whoa Whoa

So put your arms around me

And then stay there forever

Let it always be this way

You and me together

So put you arms around me

And I’ll never let go

I know they’re easy words to say

But I mean it more then ever

Yours is the kind of love

makes nothing else feel good enough

And I’m never gonna give you up, Oh no, Oh no.

That original feeling never went away

That’s why I’m standing here today.

Whoa Whoa

(Ain’t nobody gonna take your place

Only you made me feel this way)

So many up and downs

And nothing has changed

That’s why you know I’m here to stay

Whoa Whoa

Ain’t nobody gonna replace

Only you make me feel this saved

So put your arms around me

And then stay there forever

Let it always be this way

You and me together

So put you arms around me

And I’ll never let go

I know they’re easy words to say

But I mean it more then ever

Yours is the kind of love

makes nothing else feel good enough

And I’m never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no)

[Repeat 2x]

It can’t explain what’s the glue that holds us in.

Whoa Whoa

I can’t refrain if I had a chance to do it over again.

Whoa Whoa

So put your arms around me

And then stay there forever

Let it always be this way

You and me together

So put you arms around me

And I’ll never let go

I know they’re easy words to say

But I mean it more than ever

[Repeat 2x]

Yours is the kind of love

makes nothing else feel good enough

And I’m never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no)

[Repeat 2x]

[Outro]

Yours is the kind of love

makes nothing else feel good enough

And I’m never gonna give you up (Oh no, oh no, no no no)

damn!

it’s kinda suck days ago.

so many things so many kind so many fall

live still goes on even there’s so many times get hurted

hikz  hikz

damn.

9oD heLp me….

susaaa beneer rasanya jadii orang beneer.

susaa bnr buat syg ma org. jangankan sayang, sukaa ajaa susaah.

sekarang akhirnya gw deket ma seseorang lagi, tapi sayangnya gw salahh lagii dehh.

gw gtw, gw rasaa gw ketemu di t4 yang salahh.

mungkin banged dengan orang yang salah.

tapi gag pernah ada yang salah dengan cinta.

“cintaa??”

apaa gw gag slh ngomong yaaa??

emm, mungkinn.

gw juga gag tw apaa yang gw rasain ke dia.

gw takut.

gw ragu.

karna keseharian gw sama dia gw nemuin banyak hal yang ngebuat gw ragu buat lebih maju kedepannya.

gw takut buat lebih deket lagii ma dia.

he’s an entertain, dan seorang entertain gag jauh2 dengan pergaulan seperti ituu.

gw gag mauu stuck k lobang yang samaa.

tiap harii kalo gw lg nunggu dy, gw slaluuu ajaa BETE.

klo dy blg sebentarr, it’s A LIE.

dy gag mungkin sbntar.

gilaaa yaahh…sama tamu yg cowok ajaa gw jelous mampuz, palagii paz ada tamuu cewek yang haruss dy temenin.

gw tw, dy public figure. datz why dy paling gag bs nolakk klo ada tamu yang mnta ditemenin minum atwpun apapun ituu.

gw betee.

gw capee.

tapi gw gag bs gituu aja pergi gituu aja.

gw bnci sm diri gw sndiirii.

gw slalu gag bs sgitu cptnya lupain seseorang.

datz why i’m stay.

gw slalu bego dan mauu ajaa disuruu2 ma org yg gw syg!!

bego.bego.bego.

gw slalu bersikap seakan smuanya baik2 ajaa, padahal enggak!

i dont mind to stay n spend so many time with sum1 dat i like.

hikz…

duduuuuLz.

pleasee jangaan mainin gw…

gw da capee kalo harus disakiitii…

gw tau lw gag bakal lamaa dibali, dan gw juga gag mungkin egois minta lw untuk stay dan ngehentiin smua cita2 lw.

biarin gw ajaa yg sakit dehh. gpp.

tuuhhh kaaan gw bodooh lagii.

arghhhhh!!!

knapa ketika gw nemuin seseorang, dy harus pergi.

slalu dan slalu begituuu.

gw cm pengen dicintai.

ituu aja.

hmmmfh.

udahhlahh.

kayanya cukuup 4 today.

besokk lagii d gw lanjutin lagi.

skg gw harus pulang, gw masiih punya janjii buat jam 10 inii.

.i thought i can feel this happiness for a long time.
.it’s enough voo me to feel how hurted to loving someone.
.it’s been a long time voo me to feel how does it feel to fallin in love.
.i even forget if loving someone it means i have to prepared to hurt n losing him.
.and now, it remind me dat loving someone it’s something hectic.
.somekind of a game.
.it hurted!!!.
.really.
.i do feelin hurted.
.neva thought dat i do really love him so much.
.something dat i’s just can keep inside.
.without sayin anythin.
.he’s amaze me.
.really.
.he do it.

now, it’s done.
i should over it.

I’m sexy, I’m cute! I’m popular to boot!
I’m bitchin’, great hair! The boys all love to stare!
I’m wanted, I’m hot! I’m everything your not!
I’m pretty, I’m cool! I dominate this school!

Who am I? Just guess! Guys wanna touch my chest!
I’m rockin’! I smile! And many think I’m vile.
I’m flyin’, I jump! You can look but don’t you hump! Whoo!
I’m major, I roar! I swear I’m not a whore!

We cheer and we lead! We act like we’re on speed!
Don’t hate ate us cause we’re beautiful well we don’t like u either!
We’re cheerleaders! We are cheerleaders! ROLL CALL!

Ahhh… Yeah yeah
You’ve got to show me love

Heartbreaks and promises, I’ve had more than my share
I’m tired of giving my love and getting nowhere, nowhere
What I need is somebody who really cares
I really need a lover, a lover who wants to be there
It’s been so long since I touched a wanting hand
I can’t put my love on the line, that I hope you’ll understand

So baby if you want me
You’ve got to show me love
Words are so easy to say, oh ah yeah
You’ve got to show me love

I’m tired of getting caught up in those one night affairs
What I really need is somebody who will always be there
Don’t you promise me the world, all that I’ve already heard
This time around for me baby, actions speak louder than words

So if you’re looking for devotion, talk to me
Come with your heart in your hands
Because me love is guaranteed

So baby if you want me
You’ve got to show me love
Words are so easy to say, oh ah yeah
You’ve got to show me love

Show me, show me baby
Show me, show me baby
Show me, show me baby
Show me, show me baby

Heartbreaks and promises, I’ve had more than my share
I’m tired of giving my love and getting nowhere, nowhere
What I really need is somebody who will always be there
This time around for me baby, actions speak louder than words

If you’re looking for devotion, talk to me
Come with your heart in your hands
Because me love is guaranteed

So baby if you want me
You’ve got to show me love
Words are so easy to say, oh ah yeah
You’ve got to show me love

There’s nothing that you can tell me
You’ve got to show me love
There’s only one key to my heart
You’ve got to show me love

Show me, show me baby
You’ve got to give it to me, give it to me, give it to me yeah
I don’t want no fakes, don’t want no phoney
I need you love
Show me, show me, show me baby
Give it to me, give it to me
I am not a toy, I’m not a play thang
You’ve got to understand

If you’re looking for devotion, talk to me
Come with your heart in your hands
Because me love is guaranteed…
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Call me Big Red!
I’m Wh Wh Whitney
C C C Courtney! Roar!
Dude, it’s Darcy!
I’m Big Bad Carver! Yeah!
Just call me Kasey! O!
I’M STILL! BIG RED!

I sizzle, I scourch! But now I pass the tourch!
The ballots, are in! And one girl had to win!
She’s perky, she’s fun! And now she’s number 1!
K kick it Torrance! T T T Torrance!

*Music introducing Torrance*

I’m strong and I’m loud! I’m gonna make u proud!
I’m T T Torrance! Your captain Torrance!
Let’s, go, Toros! We are the Toros! The mighty might Toros!
We’re so terrific! WE MUST BE TOROS!

I’m sexy, I’m cute! I’m popular to boot!
I’m bitchin’, great hair! The boys all love to stare!
I’m wanted, I’m hot! I’m everything your not!
I’m pretty, I’m cool! I dominate this school!

Who am I? Just guess! Guys wanna touch my chest!
I’m rockin’! I smile! And many think I’m vile.
I’m flyin’, I jump! You can look but don’t you hump! Whoo!
I’m major, I roar! I swear I’m not a whore!

We cheer and we lead! We act like we’re on speed!
Don’t hate ate us cause we’re beautiful well we don’t like u either!
We’re cheerleaders! We are cheerleaders! ROLL CALL!

Call me Big Red!
I’m Wh Wh Whitney
C C C Courtney! Roar!
Dude, it’s Darcy!
I’m Big Bad Carver! Yeah!
Just call me Kasey! O!
I’M STILL! BIG RED!

I sizzle, I scourch! But now I pass the tourch!
The ballots, are in! And one girl had to win!
She’s perky, she’s fun! And now she’s number 1!
K kick it Torrance! T T T Torrance!

*Music introducing Torrance*

I’m strong and I’m loud! I’m gonna make u proud!
I’m T T Torrance! Your captain Torrance!
Let’s, go, Toros! We are the Toros! The mighty might Toros!
We’re so terrific! WE MUST BE TOROS!

AUGUSTANA LYRICS

“Sweet And Low”

Anywhere you go, anyone you meet,

Remember that your eyes can be your enemies,

I said, well hell is so close

And heaven’s out of reach

I ain’t giving up quite yet,

I’ve got too much to lose

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl

Hold me down, sweet and low, and I’ll carry you home

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl

Hold me down, and I’ll carry you home

Rain is gonna fall, the sun is gonna shine,

The wind is gonna blow, the water’s gonna rise

She said, when the day comes, look into my eyes

No one’s giving up quite yet,

We’ve got too much to lose

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl

Hold me down, sweet and low, and I’ll carry you home

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl

Hold me down,

And I’ll carry you all the way,

You say you’re fine

But you’re still young, and out of line

All I need is to turn around,

To make it last, to make it count

You’re gonna make the same mistakes

That put my momma in her grave

And it won’t be long

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl

Hold me down, sweet and low, and I’ll carry you home

Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl

Hold me down, and I’ll carry you home

“Take A Bow”
RIHANNA

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah

A standing ovation

Oooooo, Yeah

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now

Standing outside my house

Trying to apologize

You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]

Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me going

But now it’s time to go

Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining

But it’s over now (But it’s over now)

Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)

You better hurry up

Before the sprinklers come on (come on)

Talkin’ bout’

Girl, I love you, you’re the one

This just looks like a re-run

Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]

And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me going

But now it’s time to go

Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining

But it’s over now (But it’s over now)

Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]

Oh, And the award for

The best lie goes to you (goes to you)

For making me believe (that you)

That you could be faithful to me

Let’s hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause

A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show

Really had me going

Now it’s time to go

Curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining

But it’s over now (But it’s over now)

Go on and take a bow

But it’s over now

Pa9i-pa9i
tadi pLanning gw ma fotografer gw bataL…gw Lupaa kLo STNK bLon
kTemU..

Makanya
gw 9ag bRani bWat caBut jaU2,,

dUuh,
maaf Mon,,,

sBneRnya
9w beRsyuKuR juga c ga9 jaDii,,hwehwe,,

sCara
gw gy gag ada tMen bwat nemenin gw pMotRetan, jadii yaa gw radaa
taKut2 jugaa seNdirian pMotretannya ma dy dUankk,,,

aBiznyaa
fotografernya mule 9anjen c,,fLiRtin92 9a9 jLas,,kan 9w jd taKut,,

hwehwehwe,,,yaaa
gw haRap c ituu cm bcaNda,,

hwehwe,,maaf
ya M0n,,bUkannya 9w 9a9 pcaya ma Lw, tapi wajaR duUnk kLo gw was2 ma
c0woK,,,hwehwe,,,scaRa cOwooook 9etooo lowhh,,,kLo ada ksempatan apaa
ajaa kan bs diLakuin,,hwehwe,,

tapii
tNan9 mOn,,gw da dapetin oUr next location bwt next
pmotretan,,,hwehwe,,

yakiiin
Lw msh mw makee 9w jdii modeLnyaa??

Hwehwe,,

aBiznyaa
9w nyadarr ban9edd kOk kLo 9w banyakk ban9edd kUranknyaa,,

hwehwewe,,

at
Least, tHanks yaa bwt pmotretan kMaren, at least bisaa gw jadiin
background FS gw,,hwehwe,,boLeee kaaan naRsiss ndiRii,,hwehwe,,

 

tadi
wLaopun gw gag jdi pmotretan, gw akhirnya caBut juga ma sasHa,,tadi
dy kRumah, dy mnta tlng bwt nemenin dy nyelidikin
cowoknya,,hwehwehwe,,

akhirnya
sHarian gw ma dy jadi detektif mndadakk, tapi gpp kok sHa,,gw iKHLas
kok.

Asal
Lw seneng n bs senyum lg apapun gw  Lakuin kok,,,

Gw
seneng bgd kLo n9eLiat lw tersenyum dan baha9ia, dang w juga bkaL
sedihh b9d kLo lw menangis dan disakiti ky gituu,,

Sabar
ya sHa,,,

 

Ya
Tuhaan, iit harap Tuhan akan ngasihh sasha yang terbaikk ya Tuhan…

Iit
cuman 9a9 mw sasha nyakitin diri sendiri ajaa.

Gw
ma edwin sayang bangedd ma eLo sHa,,kita gag pengen Lw nyakitin diri
kaya gini.

Pleasee
bangedd ya sha sayangin diri Lw,,jangan kcewain orang2 yg sayang ma
Lw,,

tRrutama
keLuarga dan sahabat2(ky gw n Edwin) yang slalu ngedukung lw dlm
keadaan apapun..

cobaa
ya sha, gunain logika n otak lw bwt pecahin smwa masalahh ini, jgn cm
ngandeLin hatii ajaa. Logika dan otak lw harus sejalan ya, syaang,,,

gw,
sbagai sahabat Lw, sayaaaang banged ma Lw,,

inged
yaa kata2 gw, jangan kcewain orang2 yang sayang ma Lw dengan
menyakiti diri lw sendiri,,,

we
Love u sha,,,

 

sPulangnya
gw nganterin sasha, gw ngalamin pengalaman spiritual banged.

Seorang
nenek yang biasa gw liat di belokan jalan.

Biasanya
gw cm bisa ngeliad dan ga bisa berbuat apa2.

Klo
biasanya gw lwt, entah gw gy buru2 lahh, entahh gw gy ma tmn gw lahh,
entahh gw gy ga punyaa duit lahh,,ahh, pokoknyaa adaaa ajaa hambaatan
yang ngehalangin gw buat nemuin tuu nenek.

Akhirnya
siang tadii gw berhasiL nemuin tuu nenek.

Gilaaa
ajaa yaa, orang2 disituu kagakkk punyaa otakk x yaa??

Mendingg
klo gag punyaa hatii, tapii mrekaa lebihh parahh x, mrekaa gag punyaa
HATI!!!

ANJRIDD!!

Gw
kesel bangedd ma orang2 dsna!
tega2nya mreka ngebiarin orang se
tuaa ituu tinggal disituu!!!

Pas
gw nyamerin nenek ituu, dy gy tidurr di ”TERIKK MATAHARI”!

Bayangin!!!

”T.E.R.I.K
M.A.T.A.H.A.R.I !!!!”

Kdg
ajaa qt udaa ngeLuhh bangedd kLo kna mataharii, iniiiiiiii lw
bayangin ajaaa!!!

O.R.A.N.G
T.U.A  man!!!

Orang
tua!!!!

Idiihhh!!
gag
ber prikmanusiaan bangedd x yaa tuu orang2 dsnaaa,,

Tadii
gw sempedd ngbroll dikitt ma nenek ituu.

Syaang
bgd, sumpahh syng bangedd gw gag ngertii bhs bali, alhasil gw susahh
bangedd berkomunikasi dengan bLiau.

bLiaU
seneng banged dan terharuu ada yang nyamperin dy.

Gw
ampe ikutt terharuu.

Sumpaahh
gw pengen banged nangis ngeliat keadaannya.

Gw
gag pduli uwda sberapaa taunpun dy gag mandii, gw teteeep keep
holding her hand, gw tetep holding her tight.

Gw
gag pdulii.

Yg
gw pduliin cumann dy!!

Biarin
ajaa smua orng ngangepp gw bodohh krn mw dket2 ma pramuwisma ky nenek
ituu.

Gw
gag pduLii!!!

BLiau
sempedd crita dikitt(dr apa yg gw ngertii y,,), klo dy diusirr entahh
ma anknya atw syapa gituu ma orang yg adaa di gang depan dmn bliau
tinggal.entahh apa itu bisa dibilang tempat tinggal atw gag, karma
ituuu bukan sbuah tempat tinggal yang bisaa ngelindungin dy dari
cuaca.

Gw
gag bs ngebayangin, apa yang terjadi klo misalnya ada hujan dan
lainnya, lalu bliau sakittt.

Gilaaa,
syapa yang mw pduLiii!!

Syapa
yang mw ngerawat dy???!!!

Bliauu
berdirii ajaa gw rasaa gag mampuu!!

Hmmmfhh!!

 

Pokoknyaa
sumpaahhh prihatinn bangedd gw ngeliatnya.

Maafin
iit ya Nek, slama ini iit Cuma bs llwt n liat nenek gituu ajaaa.

Gag
bisaa ngelakuin apa2.

Tapi
sebisa mungkin iit akan sering2 mampirr kok.

Maafin
iit ya ALLAH..

 

Stelah
gw ngelakuin sedikit hal dengan bLiau, entahh ada suatu perasaan yang
gag bisaa gw deskripsi n gambarkaan…

Gw
seneng bangedd.bahagiaa bangedd bisa merhatiin bliau.

Hmffh.

Mungkin
ini cara Tuhan buat nunjukkin ke iit, klo iit seharusnya haruss
banyak2 bersyukur, karena hidupp iit uwda jauuuh dan jauuuh lebihh
enag daripada orang2 diluarr sana.

Entah
apa bliauu bisa makan tiap harii atw gag.

Kasian.

Yaa,
ALLAH…alhamdulillah yaa ALLAH engkau telah memberikan smwa
knikmatan yang slama ini aku rasakan…amin…amin…aminn…

 

Akhirnya
gw pulang dengan perasaan bahagia.dirumah gw cm nnton film kangen
band.

Hihi…kasiaan
jugaa yaa band ituu.

Mreka
kan sama sperti kita.

Punya
hak yang sama untuk berkehidupan yang layak.

Mreka
gag sharusnya gag bole di hina spertii itu,,seburuk apapun mreka.

They
deserve to happy too.

 

Tiba2
sasha nelf gw lg, dy mnta di jemput di rmhnya.

Akhirnya
gw krmhnya, dari sana gw ma sasha having lunch dlu,,abis tuu dy mw qt
jalan2 dlu, tiba2 edwin, ade angkat gw, nelfon, dy mnta tlng bngd gw
ma sasha ke centro, akhirnya yang tdinya gw ma sasha mw ke Bali
Galleria, kita ganti haluan ke centro.

Kasian
Edwin gy bete.

Dsna
qt bertiga seneng2. gw seneng sasha stidaknya bisa sedikiiit, wlaupun
sedikiiit, ngeluapain masalahnya. Kita having fun.

Ktawa2
smbil makan ice cream. Maen game di amazone. Dsb.

Stelah
itu akhirnya gw ma sasha pulang, cuz sasha mw jalan lg ma co nya jam
9 nnti,

Sampe
rmh, drmh kosong, Cuma ada ka kinan. Yang laenn cabutt.

Pas
gw mandii ka kinan juga cabutt,,hmffh,,,bete bangeeeed nii sendirian
di kostn malem minggu with no one ditemani dengan love song darii
oz,,

Hmmf.

Gilaaa,
sendiiriaan lg.

Gw
plng benci sendiri!

 

But
thanx GOD, i’ve learned so much thing today,..

Satu
hari yang mlelahkan tapii sangadd berarti.

Thanx
GOD,,,I love u more than words can say…^^

MungKin iNi memang jaLan TakdiRkuu

men9a9umi taNpa dicinTai

Tak men9aPa ba9iKu, asaLkan kaUpUn baHa9ia daLam HiduPmu

TeLah lama kU pendam peRasaan iTu..

menun99u HatimU menyamBut diRiku

Tak men9apa ba9iku, mencinTaimUpUn adaLah baHa9ia uNtuKkU…

kUin9in kaUw taUu,,diRikU disini,,meNanti diRimUuUuu…

mesKi kU tunggu hingga uJung wakTuku

dan beRHaRap Rasa iNi kaN aBadi unTuk seLamanya…

dan izinkan akuu..

memeLuk diRimu

kaLi ini saja..

tUk ucapkan sLmat tinggaL unTUK seLamanya…

dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia uNtuk sekejap saja…

Gw suka rada gag ngerti dey wit all this fuckin shit!!

Gw capeee bangeeed nungguuuu.

Bkn berarti gw gag sayang ma dy!

Nunggu dlm itungan bulan c mnurut gw hal yg kecill banged
(buktinya wktu dluu gw smped nungguin 1^st love gw slama bertaun2!! 6
tauuun lw bayangin ajaaa ndirii!!!)

Cm yang gag gw sukaaa darii smwa ini knapaaaa siiiiiii dy
tuuu sk cueeeekkkkk bangeeddddd ma gw!!! Arrggggghhhh!!!!

Ntar skalinya nelfooon bilang klo dy kangeeen, tapiiii
manaaa buktinyaaa????

Uuuuwchhh!

Sumpaaahhh!!!

Gw kangennn bangeddd ma dy!!!

GOD, would u tell him dat I missin him so much…

 

There’s so much words to say

There’s so much thoughts to think

There’s so much hope to wish

Wish dat God give me hope to all my wish..

Wish dat u were here wit me

Wish dat u were gonna miss me like I do

Wish dat u were just fine.

 

Couse it’s still so hard to erase you from my mind

When everythin seem so wrong

When you’re go wit da wind

And I try to be strong…